They say New Year’s Day is every
man’s birth. It’s a time where everyone tends to look back at there past and more
importantly seek to improve their future. New year’s eve gives us the
opportunity for a new beginning. It creates for us a favorable circumstance to
reflect on the change we need in our lives as well as a good fortune that helps
us make peace with ourselves before the others. As an optimistic, throughout my
childhood and a few teenage years, I use to wait every New Year’s Eve until
midnight to welcome the New Year with joy and faith. Faith to be a better year,
blessed with welfare and mercy.
Unfortunately, this year, I acted like a
pessimist. I was counting down every second until midnight to watch 2011
finally leaving. To me, the second after midnight was exactly like the second
when a policeman arrests a danger thief. Making sure that 2011 will never be
back, I started stating how bad this year was or even how awful our country is
just like a small kid annoying a locked dog knowing that he won’t be
able to hurt him.
Basically, this New Year’s Eve
was not more than a change of a calendar and not like every year a symbol of a
better tomorrow. So obviously I didn’t came up with a New Year resolution. I
felt that people took this calendar change as a reason to have a better
tomorrow or a brighter future. Personally, I believe that we can have a better
tomorrow every day. Life changing decisions are not meant for New Year’s only.
Waiting for New Year’s to change is like a nonchalance student waiting for a
new semester to start working just because his too lazy to begin immediately.
But the thing is, if you keep postponing your decision, you’ll never get to do
them.
However, I took this assignment
as an obligation to think of a New Year’s Resolution or maybe to reflect on a
simple change I need in my life. Eventually, it’s obvious that my definition about New Year’s was changed due to what happened in 2011. So I decided to try to refresh my memory and
remember my old definition about New Year’s Eve. Also, I determined myself to
look at the bright side of 2011 and open my eyes on the great lessons taught by
this unique year. As a result, I decided to start being thankful and grateful
for what I have and have faith that every thing happens for a reason instead of
whining and bragging all the time.


